'said i think i'm losing my mind this time, this time, i'm losing my mind'

i don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but i've been motherstinkin cranky boots for the last two days. at least. maybe longer. i can't remember at this point.

i think maybe i've just hit that summer plateau where everything seems infinitely difficult and banal, and i'm just downright sick of walking out of the house and into a sweltering, suffocating humid heat. it's a real downer, man. let's blame my bad mood on that, 'cause i'm too dispondent to delve any further into my issues.

i'm going to n.y. to drink with brain tomorrow, now that he is legal and all. i almost thought about not going, since i needs to watch my financial expenditures, but i think if i don't get the hell out of here, at least for about 36 hours, i may actually be worse off. so i'm going. brain and i need to have some drinks.

so, that was an entire post of me bitching. in fact, that brings me to an interesting side note. one of the caveats of having a sitemeter that tells me how many people visit this site is that it occasionally also tells me what led the viewer here to american circumstance. some of the searches are really funny, and obviously not intended to find this site, but whatever. the latest one however, was from google, and was this: "all in text: bitch 'lauren marie'" i'm sorry, what? is someone calling me a bitch? what the hell is that about? I WILL SMACK YOU IN THE MOUTH. yeah, whatever. who the hell google searches something like that anyhow? who's a bitch? this girl, right here.

have a great weekend, people. i'm gonna see what i can do about the same.